Friday, May 28

68

Long time no see huh? I hid away for awhile, wanted to chill and I needed time for me. I learned a lot about myself in this past month. I decided I can no longer be a little girl who hates the world and is bitter about all the people who have hurt her in the past. I am 22, and this is my life whether I like it or not. So I better make the best of it before I put myself in an early grave.
I have been nicer and kinder to those around me, and I am trying so hard. I am especially trying to be kinder to my family and according to my mum so far Ive been doing well!
Work is going fabulous. I'm going to my second candle party on Sunday, hosted by a girl I work with. Im actually being invited to parties!! Do you know how amazing that feels? I haven't been to a party since I was 12 and that was a birthday party. I get along with most of the people at work... and I think I am finally happy.
I have more energy, I am no longer tired all the time. And I am really working on loving myself, although it is hard.
One thing I found ironic however, that this comeback post is post #68... and that is my lucky number. Weird huh?
Anywho I am also working on reopening a personal website to share stuff about me, my writings, my photos... stuff like that. The scerina site still works but I can't access it, so I will give you the new address as soon as it happens. I am also rewriting the 100 Things I Hate About Me to be a little more positive :p
I don't know who is reading this, but thank you for taking an intrest in me.