OMG! I finally got up the guts to call Toddy today and she wasn't there.
Let me splain about Toddy. She was in two of my favourite movies: Orgazmo and Cannibal
the Musical. She dated Trey Parker (South Park) for 8 years and at first, when I found out
her email addy, I emailed her to find out more about him cuz I am SO IN LOVE with him.
But I found out they had broken up (oops) and me and her started talking and she is SO
nice and SO sweet! She is making a CD and she sent me an advanced copy with extra songs
on it for free. And the CD fucking ROX! So now I am like her biggest fan! She gave me her
work # incase I wanted to interview her for the Cannibal The Musical page I am trying to
get off the ground, but I wanted to call her today to say hi plus ask her is her email is
down cuz my message are bouncing back. I was so nervous and as it was it was an answering
machine. AHH! So I left my number and now everytime the phone rings I jump. LOL. I really
wanna make her official page for her. Im gonna ask her about that. Id make it so nice
for her cuz she kicks. Go check out my up and coming Cannibal page, it'll be big someday
LOL!

Well I never thought I would let me mother know I was depressed. I kinda wanted to keep
this fact from her but I told her about a week ago. And she said she knew. I am glad I told
her, but kinda not. My sister knows too and can't understand why. I dunno... that's not
really a diary entry but I thought I'd write it down anyway.